Ok so i went away again. Traveling on your own makes you think and thus my mind drifted to hairdressing but more about that later.
I spent a week in sligo. I got to meet a wonderfull laydee who I have wanted to visit in such a long time. I'm truthfully not very good at these things so i think i messed up. I'm trying so hard. I think too hard. I have no skills anymore i'm just a lump of useless flesh.
I want to be fit, healthy and happy again. I have alot of trouble with motivation these days. 1 tiny step away from ebay working for me hopefully i will have it finalied today. then i can submit stuff to sell.
I have prooved that a fone is not essential by pure mistake. I went to sligo and arived at the train station and realised my fone was at home. so now or never i told myself or i'll miss my date. so a week with no fone was fine by me.
I have been thnking about alot and since money and qualifications seem to be lacking on my end i was thinking about hairdressing. for a little while anyway. just a level one cert i think...........

Can we get some,
Colourfull conversation,
Share the weather,
Or the state of afairs,

Welcome to my mind,
Wipe your feet please,
The carpets just been fitted,
And the cleaners on strike since 1986.

whats the difference,
between friend and a lover,
Is it the trust that you have,
Or is it in your head.

Welcome to my mind,
Wipe your feet please,
The carpets just been fitted,
And the cleaners on strike since 1986.